03 January 2008

only a steel man can be a lover

we always want what we can not give
for instance, i have this longing to know people, really know people
i want someone to tell me a secret, to confide in me
but the problem is i definitely do not confide in anyone else
i can't confide but still i want someone to confide in me
i don't know...life is confusing and horrible at times
sometimes i can not believe the situations i am in
i can not wrap my head around the life that i am living
i am in utter disbelief

"if i was crying in a van with my friend it was for freedom from myself and from the land" - chicago by sufjan stevens

sometimes i wish i was not in my life, that i had a different life

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