april 29, 2007: the end of a friendship.

title: april 29, 2007

i finally took down the pictures in my room.
the memories.
they're gone now.
the classic one. my tongue is out. your hair is huge. the ice cream is practically overflowing with cavities.

it's gone.
i couldn't look at them anymore.
they were taunting me.

i go on walks sometimes. around the neighborhood.
it's like i can't get away. every spot has a memory.
the spot where i totally tripped over myself and lost my shoe.
the corner where we met everytime.
the spot where you told me you couldn't be my friend anymore.
the same place where i told you i cut myself.

the swings. the swings where we shared our hearts, gossiped and grew up together.

i go to these places with someone else now. and so do you. but each time, i remember.
and each time...i try hard to forget.

you're a different person now. all tattooed and pierced.
searching for something.

i'm not even sure i want to know that person.

i took the pictures down.
and i forgot our memories.